Friday, October 28, 2011

Festive Twist On Traditional Pumpkin Pie

Festive, fabulous!

Pilgrim’s Pumpkin Pie

A whole pumpkin filled with a nutritious, delicious whole grain bread pudding.

The pumpkin is a versatile, instant pot-pan-bowl in which to serve a variety of dishes from desserts to main entrees. This eye-popping dessert is a holiday crowd pleaser that will have your guests saying, “Wow!” as soon as you bring this sassy pumpkin “all dressed up and some place to go” to the table.

Ingredients

4-5 lb short, wide sugar pumpkin or pie pumpkin ( this is important due to the quality of flesh, and better tasting pumpkin)

1/4 cup plus 2 TBS melted butter

1/3 sugar cup plus 2 TBS sugar

2 cups stale whole grain bread with crusts left on (approx 5-6 pieces) cut into 1/4-1/2 inch cubes (or you may leave slices out for a few hours in open air to dry out)

2 cups of milk scalded

3 large eggs

2/3 cup raisins

1 tsp vanilla extract

1/4 tsp sea salt

1 tsp cinnamon

1/2 tsp nutmeg

Preheat oven to 350

cut zig-zag opening

Before baking, cut a zig-zag lid-like opening in the top of the pumpkin as shown. Next lift off lid using a knife to help loosen tips if needed.

Remove lid from pumpkin

Remove lid from pumpkin

Clean seeds, and lose stringy pulp from lid, and inside of pumpkin. You can save seeds for roasting. If you're planning to roast them, do not rinse seeds, just remove as much stringy fibers from seeds as possible, and set aside in a bowl or pie pan.

Brush inside of pumpkin with melted butter

Brush inside of pumpkin with 2 TBS melted butter

Sprinkle inside with 2 TBS sugar

Sprinkle inside with 2 TBS sugar

Place pumpkin and lid on foil lined cookie sheet. Bake for 20 minutes uncovered

Place pumpkin and lid on foil lined cookie sheet. Bake for 20 minutes uncovered

Scald the milk

Scald milk, add ingredients below. Set aside.

Scald milk, add ingredients below. Set aside to cool a bit.

Scalding simply means heat until the milk starts to stick slightly on the side of the pan and a film begins to cover the top of the milk. Add remaining 1/4 cup butter and raisins. Set aside while you prepare the bread cubes. I find this gives the raisins a chance to plump up a bit taking a hot bath in the scalded milk.

Make the filling

I am totally infatuated with Ezekiel 4:9 Cinnamon Raisin Bread.

I am totally infatuated with Ezekiel 4:9 Cinnamon Raisin Bread.

You may use any bread you prefer but to keep it healthier I suggest a hearty whole grain bread. If you’d like to rock this recipe to the moon… try using some of Ezekiel 4:9 Cinnamon Raisin Bread. Sah-weet-sassy-mollasy! I use a blend of 1/2 whole grain- 1/2 Ezekiel 4:9 Cinnamon Raisin Bread in mine.

Slice bread into 1/4-1/2 pieces

Slice bread into 1/4-1/2 pieces leaving crusts on.

Add sea salt, cinnamon, nutmeg and vanilla to scalded milk, butter and raisins. A

Add sea salt, cinnamon, nutmeg and vanilla to scalded milk mixture.

Pour hot milk mixture over bread crumbs and lightly toss mixture.

Pour hot milk mixture over bread crumbs and lightly toss mixture.

Allow bread to soak up milk mixture and allow to cool down a bit. You don't want to add the eggs right away to the hot mixture because it will cook them.

Allow bread to soak up milk mixture then cool down a bit. You don't want to add the eggs right away to the hot mixture because it will cook them.

Add beaten eggs. (sounds so harsh when you say beaten...)

Add beaten eggs. (sounds so harsh when you say beaten...but what egg doesn't like a good beating... unless of course they're hard boiled, sunny-side up or over easy) Stir eggs into mixture but do not over mix.

Pour into warm pumpkin.

Pour into warm pumpkin.

Fill to the brim

Fill to the top.

Place on foil lined baking sheet. Bake for 1 1/2-1 3/4 hours uncovered. You may cover the braed pudding mixture with foil for the last 15 minutes if it's getting too brown.

Place on foil lined baking sheet. Bake for 1 1/2 to 1 3/4 hours uncovered. You may cover the bread pudding mixture with foil for the last 15 minutes if it's getting too brown.

Remove from oven and allow to cool slightly before transferring to a decorative serving dish. Use the lid as the garnish. Sassy!

Remove from oven. Allow to cool slightly before transferring to a decorative serving dish. Use the lid as the garnish. Told you it was sassy...

Slice into wedges approximately 1 1/2 - 2 inches thick Top with whipped cream. An easy recipe for homemade whipped cream to follow. (don't get nervous...it's SO easy and fast..and so MUCH better! Promise)

Slice into wedges approximately 1 1/2 - 2 inches thick. Top with a generous dollop of whipped cream. Homemade whipped cream is better.

Who knew a pumpkin could be so much fun? Encourage your guests to scoop up a little soft, sweet pumpkin with the bread pudding and whipped cream for a TOTAL experience Pilgrim style! This is why it's important to have a sugar or pie pumpkin. Ooooo La La La La Sassy Pumpkin Pie! BIG YUM!

Who knew a pumpkin could be so much fun? Encourage your guests to scoop up a bit of soft, sweet pumpkin with the bread pudding and whipped cream for a TOTAL experience Pilgrim style! Ooooo La La Sassy Pumpkin Pie! BIG YUM!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Finding Hope After A Loved One Dies

It's been awhile, my friends. Shortly after my last post I received news a dear friend of mine (40 plus years) had cancer throughout her body. The news hit me hard--it hit all who knew her hard especially her family. Betsi was the poster girl for living life with gusto, passion and sheer enthusiasm. She left us about 8 weeks after her diagnosis to wear a sparkly suit and eternal smile.

I went to CA to be with her in her final days. I didn't have time to chicken out traveling due to my PTSD. There was no time to hesitate. When Betsi woke up in the hospital and saw me standing beside her bed, her face lit up like a sparkler. She said, "Wow! Wow! Wow!" over and over again. For a few days she rallied. I told her over and over she had given me courage to do what I never thought I could do by leaving my safety net of home. She gave me a gift I could never have imagined--freedom from my mind's prison of PTSD long enough to be there for her, and her family helping them out. Hearing her tell me she loved me will never leave my thoughts. I can hear her say it as if she were in the room with me and it's always followed by her magical laugh.

It's been difficult for me to resume life as "normal". I've felt incredibly sad even though I have a wonderful life. I haven't been able to paint, play my guitar, sing, write, or do many things that bring me joy. It's as though I felt guilty to simply "go on with my life". How can one when your heart aches for it to just be a bad dream and not real? Betsi wouldn't like hearing this. She's always been one of my greatest fans in life and cheered me on in living my dreams great or small. She would want me to continue sparkling, shining and splashing color on every corner of the world.

Betsi's occupation was an HR Specialist , but she changed it to being an HR specialist for Hope Rocks. She was my right hand on my Hope Rocks page on Facebook--my faithful admin. The Hope Rocks she made (literally hundreds of them) and left for others to find gave her great joy her final months on Earth. She had no idea she'd be leaving us so soon--none of us did--she just did what felt right even though she didn't feel well physically. Here's a message she sent to me Valentine's Day 2011.

" Hey, 60-75 Hope Rocks left at high school for Valentine's Day! I put out all I had done and am doing more now. You gave me hope back and I love you for it! Well, I love you anyway but you know what I mean!"

Yes, Betsi, I do know what you mean, and looking back on these dark days, and months of grief, I see it's time to allow HOPE to light my way again and warm my heart just like your laugh did. You gave me my hope back that I could be even somewhat "normal" living with severe PTSD. I won't waste that gift. I'm shaking the cobwebs off my monkey pants and art supplies. My guitar needs me. Life needs me to re-boot and find more ways to spread hope. I'm grateful to carry the torch for all who need a little hope, and the only way hope grows is when you give it from the heart just like Betsi did and still does every time I think of her.

I love you, Betsi, my HR specialist. Until we meet again... Sparkle on, Cosmo Betsi, Sparkle on~

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